My Experience with building Orgone Devices

Back in 2007 when I was following the love and light path, I got curious about orgone energy and the orgone devices that people were creating around the world.

Leila found a video online about how to make it and I decided I would collect the materials and start making orgone devices. I believed this would assist me greatly in ‘heightening my vibration’ to a more ‘positive frequency’.

Photography by Michèle R.

Hence I went out of my way to research where I could find the different materials (Quartz Kristals, large amounts of tiny Metal scrap parts, and resin). I was very much satisfied when after some time finally having collected all my ingredients.

I took a lot of pleasure in building the orgone ‘pyramids’ as such, because I enjoyed the physical process of placing the Kristals specific inside the resin filled with metal scraps – to then let the whole harden over time. I would then take the hardened resin shape out of it’s form and there I would have my orgone device…

So, from that perspective it was simply an opportunity to have some fun and play around with materials.

Photography by Michèle R.

However, at that time I perceived this would help in bring about a great change within myself and my environment. The principle of the orgone device was that it would absorb all the ‘negative energy’ in its environment and transform this into ‘positive energy’.

What I currently understand, since I’ve walked the process of applying self-forgiveness for some years now and within that I have been taking responsibility for myself and my world – is that it is not possible to change myself or my world by using orgone devices. In a way the belief-system around these devices, is not different than the solution given by Christianity, namely that “Jesus died for all my sins and therefore I can abuse all I want because I am eternally cleansed and also I don’t need to take any self-responsibility for anything I’ve done and I’m simply eternally absolved…” as with the orgone device, it will simply take out all the ‘bad’ and magically replace it with ‘good’, without you having to put in any work into it or without you being in any way accountable. This also shows how spirituality is merely presenting the same formulas that were already presented by Christianity – it’s the same deception.

How is it deception?

Because in Christianity just as with the orgone devices, self-responsibility is ignored – as something/someone outside of you is magically going to absolve and cleanse you.

These methods have proven throughout history to be worthless because they have not resulted in any human being being able to change himself as they don’t provide any tools that assist with self-understanding and self-honesty. If you don’t understand how you have created the mess that you are currently experiencing, then how will you not end up creating the same shit again? It is obvious when looking at history that human beings have made no progress in terms of self-honesty and self-understanding, in any way whatsoever, as can be seen by the violence and bloodshed that is still dominant in today’s world.

Therefore the only way to stop this is by actually taking self-responsibility, through written out and loud-spoken self-forgiveness through which you get to understand what it is you are doing and how you are doing it – so that you can then STOP your patterns of abuse, because you have now seen how it works, and you can make a decision about what you will no longer accept and allow.

To then create a CHANGE in this world that is permanent, you need to educate those around you as to what is self-honesty, and how one can take self-responsibility through self-forgiveness.

Christianity and all its spiritualist offshoots are actually promoting IRRESPONSIBILITY, as they simply refuse to acknowledge the point that self is always responsible – insisting that outside forces are your ‘saving grace’.

With Self-forgiveness you have to become your own ‘saving grace’- because through self-forgiveness you start to look at all the aspects of yourself that are not in alignment with what is best for all life – and you start a process of re-scripting yourself into a being that is trustworthy and that stands for what is best for all – thus becoming your own creator. The message of Jesus ‘Do unto your neighbor as you would like them unto you’ lived practically.

See the Destonian vlogs and read our Blogs to see how we change ourselves for real – we are proof that ‘Human Nature’ is just an excuse and that every single person is able to do this.

This is not a matter of skill, but a matter of Will.

Do you have the Will?

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Gabriel Zamora Moreno

How I was able to hear the Desteni message

There are a couple of aspects as to why I was able to hear the Desteni message. One of them is that shortly before finding Desteni I had become very focused on and obsessed with spirituality, because I had a problem… the problem was that I was experiencing physical pain, and I wanted to use meditations, sound frequency, self-hypnosis and similar techniques to manipulate my body so that I would feel better.

Whenever I would do these things, it would make the situation worse.

I would be in more pain and the situation wasn’t better at all. So, I was getting pretty desperate… and it was clear to me that what I was doing was on a level that a doctor would not be able to help me, because they’re not going to be interested in self-hypnosis and creative visualization and how that works or how you program your body with that bullshit.

And - I felt pretty alone in this, and I was thinking that I must be the only person in the world who is dealing with this. I was in other words under the impression that “I’m fucked”.

If we look at Desteni, what is the core message? It’s self-forgiveness. Thus the message I was given is that if I want to ‘alleviate my situation’, I will have to take self-responsibility – the only way out is self-responsibility.

So, when I tried self-forgiveness for myself, and when taking it seriously, I found it to be directly effective and it did also assist me. I had actually direct physical feedback of the effectiveness of self-forgiveness. Whenever I would be working with a point, there would be a self-release and a there would be a physical release, and I was able to work through the pains I was experiencing.

So, that’s one aspect.

Another aspect is the common sense aspect, of why I was able to hear the Desteni message. Because, when I was busy with the “love and light”, the meditations and the ascension, I was also a believer in 2012… believing that some beings are going to ascend and that’s just how it’s going to be, and there was one particular interview done by Jack, who is one of the beings who spoke through the portal, and he explained in a very straightforward manner that basically: 2012 is not going to happen. And that it is in essence greed, because in the projection of ascension the idea is that some will be ‘saved’ and they will ascend, and then those who have ascended will just wait for the rest who remain suffering on earth. And he made it clear how massive separation that is and total self-interest, and within myself… I could not argue with that. I saw that so clearly, how ascension was actually evil.

So, from that point of not being able to argue with that, I simplistically developed respect towards the points that Desteni was bringing forward… and I started to investigate more and more.

In essence, what made me realize that Desteni was for real is when I would apply self-forgiveness – this was in a period when I had a lot of time to myself, which I was fortunate to have, I realize that – I had a lot of time to apply self-forgiveness. I was all alone, and I could speak self-forgiveness out loud, unhindered, and I could really check this thing out, you know…

I could really check it out – and I did. And I found for myself through the application of self-forgiveness that it worked. There was immediate effect and feedback. I was basically through self-forgiveness discovering what self-expression is, because I have never in my Life (that I am aware of) discovered self-expression, which did open up through self-forgiveness. And I found it quite magnificent, and I decided that – fuck – I’m going to stick with this…

These are just a couple of points, a couple of perspectives on what I was experiencing at that time and what were the reasons why I was able to hear the Desteni message, why it made sense to me – and why I got so interested.

For more information on Desteni and how to change yourself, visit: http://desteni.org and http://desteniiprocess.com

Thanks.

Gabriel

Ascension 2012 will end really Bad

So, I’m writing this blog – because as the news is showing events in the world are only escalating and instead of people waking up and realizing there is intervention needed, more and more beings are turning towards prepackaged forms of delusion based on pretty pictures and nice words.

With Iran now being placed under more pressure internationally through the trade blockage that has been agreed on in Europe – it is clear that the rhetoric and threats that had been used, are now reaching a stage where world war starts to become a likely outcome.

What the media is creating within this is an experience where everyone is merely feeling like an ‘observer’ to these events instead of a participant who is contributing to the creation of this total mess.

From the movie Event Horizon - the crew took out their own eyes because "they didn't need them anymore where they are going"


A dangerous element within this all is that amongst the elite there are still those who follow belief systems according to which they will ascend to a higher realm and not be affected by whatever happens on the physical earth.

This sounds like Babylonian Mayhem.

Much of the ascension movement relies on the belief that cataclysmic events are to come at the crossroads of the ascension-leap – so they perceive that escalation towards world war is proving that they are right. What they fail to see is that every period in time there have been groups who claimed a cataclysmic event and who would use any event in the world as confirmation for their predictions.

So, don’t be stupid within wanting to do it again, just because you think this time you’ll be right.

I suggest – stop.

What you know is that you are now here on earth – that you can trust.
What you cannot trust is a belief that has been formed through thinking based on energy in the mind – which means: based on fear and desire.

Be here in every Breath and start birthing yourself as a physical being, out of your mind – to start seeing reality without distortions.

As you can see this world is moving into yet another cycle of useless violence – no different than any of the previous times. Has anything changed? Has anything been realized? Is this the fate of Humanity and of your children – to just keep repeating cycles of abuse and suffering?
I propose we break the cycle – though that will take real effort and dedication.

No-one will do this for you – so if you have apparently ‘no time’ – then you will face the consequence of that.

Obviously all previous generations have failed in bringing about a change. Will you be the next failure? Or do you say: I no longer accept and allow this and will make it my life-long commitment to see to it that a better world be created where all Life is treated Equal and where children can be born to lead a life without fear?

Join Desteni – investigate Equal Money – it’s time to start working together and not let fear dictate the outcome. The answer is Here.

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Gabriël Zamora Moreno

December 21, 2012 will be the result of inconsideration

Let’s look at the process of imagination and what happens when one participate in one’s imagination in the mind. We agree that spirituality is a process of imagination. Many mediation and visualization techniques explicitly ask that one use one’s imagination to impulse oneself with ‘peacefulness’ and ‘bliss’.

Only those who have sufficiently elevated themselves into a state of ‘love’ and ‘positivity’ will be qualified to ascend when the date of December 21, 2012 arrives.



The problem with imagination is that when one is in one’s mind imagining something – one lose awareness of what is here in the physical. Meaning: one create a separate mind dimension of experience where the actual world in which one physically sit and breathe – is not included.

Therefore, the more one participate in imagination – the more separation one create with physical reality. So, spiritual ascension is in fact spiritual separation. Because you separate yourself from reality in your ‘spirit’.

Now, every moment is an opportunity that one can use to either be here aware of oneself breathing – or that one can waste by participating in the mind. Because you will note that whenever you are busy thinking – the world continues in that moment without you – you just excluded yourself from reality. Therefore, the way to be here and have a say in reality, is to be self-present here in every breath and direct yourself in and as the physical.

The 2012 ascension movement is geared towards making a better world happen. It projects a bright future where there is no more suffering, for those who dedicate themselves to the cause of the ‘spirit’.

What is not understood within this is how physical reality is created on the most basic level.



When you are here and aware of your breathing – you can make decisions that are based on what you observe in your world, your assessment of the situation will be ‘sharp’. If you are however diverted in your mind and doing something mechanically while being busy thinking about what you want to do tomorrow – most likely you will fuck up whatever it is you are doing, because you are not aware of yourself here in the physical and of your environment, you are not giving any care and attention to the task you are busy with. Similarly, if you insist on experiencing bliss through your imagination as much as possible, despite of what you can observe is happening in the world around you with half your brethren existing in poverty and one billion not even having enough food to feed themselves properly – how do you think that will accumulate?

Therefore you cannot create a better world, when you are not HERE fully participating in the physical – but instead are running in your mind.

Similarly December 2012 will be nothing more than the accumulation of all the breaths that were missed by humanity leading up to that date. It will be the accumulation of humanity’s inconsideration. If you want to change the future - best to stop imagination and start a process of bringing yourself back in the physical and start seeing what is really happening.

Join Desteni and learn how to disengage from addictive mind patterns and instead start living Here.

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Gabriel Zamora Moreno

The Adventures of Tintin - an Equal Money perspective

I recently saw the latest Tintin movie and would like to give some perspective on it. There is in particular one scene in the movie that I'd like to look at and discuss. This is when Tintin arrives into the Carraboudjan and finds Captain Hadoc there, in his cabin in the ship, locked in a room and busy intoxicating himself with alcohol.



The point with this scene is that supposedly Hadoc lost his ship to his crew who mutinied against him – where he ended up locked up in his cabin, completely powerless in his own ship.

However when Tintin arrives, by sneaking in through the window, and they both look at how to get out, they simply find the door of the cabine was actually not locked – the door simply opens and Hadoc could in fact have left in any given moment.

Now – to place this in broader context, this exemplifies very well the situation of humanity – because it clearly shows that whatever one experiences is always the result of one’s own acceptances and allowances, one always creates one’s own consequence.
Thus in the movie Captain Hadoc has the opportunity to take responsibility for himself and his situation by doing all he can to make sure everything is considered – but instead he accepts the situation as being hopeless which causes him to overlook the door wasn’t even locked.

One can imagine that the guards didn’t even find it necessary to lock the door anymore as Hadoc had become a completely subservient prisoner who would actually be his own worst enemy by weakening himself through alcohol – not needing any external force anymore to keep him controlled, as he was doing that already all by himself.
So, this is also where humanity accept their reality the way it is because apparently ‘the door is locked’ as an excuse – as they didn’t push themselves all the way to find out how they can change their situation.



If we transpose this behavioral pattern into the world stage – it becomes clear that the same mechanisms are at work when it comes to world politics, economy and making decisions that are best for all. A clear example of this is the Equal Money System – where all possible excuses are used as to why such a change of society would not be possible. Because just as Hadoc perceived himself as being trapped in his ship – humanity has allowed itself to be trapped within a socio-economic system, where the majority of human beings are not properly supported, as more than half of humanity is living on less than 1 dollar a day and every day one billion go to sleep with an empty stomach. Yet the cause of all inequality in the world – is the money system – which is a human creation!

Obviously such a situation is unacceptable - and the facts about inequality are known by world learders.

Yet is any serious solution coming forth?

Just like Hadoc is unwilling to unconditionally assess his reality, humanity is unwilling to consider everything that is here. Because if that were done, responsibility would have to be taken by all to change the system and create a better way for all. Such a better way is the Equal Money System: a new socio-economic system based on the principles of Equality, self-responsibility and respect for all Life. Thus by presenting the Equal Money System to the world – we are taking away humanity’s excuse and showing how this can actually be done.

Did you know that it is possible to change your world?

Did you know this is mostly just a matter of changing the monetary system as per agreement by all ?

Investigate how money is currently being created – as you were not told the whole story.

Join us if you are ready...

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Gabriël Zamora Moreno

How the Agreement supported my Physical Changes

When I met Manuela I was physically in bad shape because of the place I had given food in my life. I would not be willing to give food much attention nor was I willing to take interest in how I could better support myself with food. I was focusing on how I could ‘save time’ through not giving attention to food – which revealed to be a point where I actually don’t give attention to myself and where I neglect myself.



I had in my previous years been busy with food – yes – though not to the extent where I would be taking responsibility for the point of food in my life as such. The results were that I had throughout the last year accumulated a lot of pimples on my back and I was feeling bad physically a lot of the time, I would also feel weak often as I would walk home from work, which is actually a sign of malnourishment, and I had accumulated a yellowish glaze in my eyes the last year, which seemed to indicate liver-problems.

I had done some attempts to improve my diet though I never pulled them through, because I was not getting the immediate results I was looking for, and thus I would give up and sink back to old patterns.

When I started the agreement with Manuela – we agreed that I needed to change the way I eat.

Since we both share an uncommon blood group type, she was well placed to give me specific support and suggestions regarding what foods would most likely support me and which I should better avoid for a while.

This was cool in a way because Manuela had throughout the years accumulated a lot of experience around food that was specifically related to her own physical body – which is where the blood group becomes relevant, because a lot of the symptoms of physical discomfort I was describing to her she could easily relate to and she would say she had gone through exactly the same.

This is where I started trusting what she had to say and I went with her suggestions. I very quickly turned over my entire diet and started eating things I had never before eaten in my life, and some of the foods I had never heard of.
This whole point we did together where we would go buy the food together and also cook the food together – so that the whole process was placed in the picture.

It became clear very soon that this was a right path to take as the physical feedback we were getting was very specific. The pimples on my back started disappearing very fast, I would feel much better physically, I would feel lighter in my walk and also the yellowish glaze in my eyes completely cleared up after a couple of weeks already. I also have an easier time shitting now etc.

So, this made me realize that food in our society is definitely not a given and one really need support and education in how to nurture oneself in an effective manner. In this case I realize that I would not have been able to get out of this by myself and that without another person assisting me and pushing me with this point my health might have gotten really bad in a matter of years.

I am now walking the point of standing as an equal to Manuela in the point of food so that I can more and more take full responsibility for this by myself.


Gabriël

A Backchat Story

Yesterday after I had cooked myself a meal - I sat myself down in the couch to eat comfortably.

Yet – it was warm outside and when it's warm like that I leave the front door open – and I knew many of the neighbors were sitting outside chatting - I could hear them talking.

("Being perception" - drawing by Marlen Vargas Del Razo)

So, even though I had some resistance I saw it was really stupid to eat here alone ‘hidden away’ in the house and I decided to get up and join my neighbors outside.

I said hello and joined two people who were sitting there, I took a seat on a chair that was placed outside – which many here in the street have outside all the time, and placed my plate with baked potatoes with mayonnaise on my lap.

So – there was my neighbor sitting there and another guy who will soon move in the street apparently – and who is from Finland – so, we talked about the language point a bit and then he asked if I don’t speak Finnish, because that would be so cool to have someone who speaks Finnish. So, here my backchat was ‘ok, why would I speak Finnish’ – as the question seemed a bit ambiguous.

Then we started talking about my food – like ‘what are you eating’, and I said it’s baked potatoes – after which my neighbor asked if I’m a cook (which I found a funny question) or if I just cook randomly, so I explained that recently I actually started putting some effort in the food I prepare (like today I made onions with tomatoes and merguez and little potatoes, though the potatoes were ready last) – whereas before I would simply buy stuff from the fridge etc. in the store that never involves any real cooking. I also explained that I was feeling physically better since I started doing that and the Finish guy said: ‘Yes, that stuff from the fridge is not good.’

Then an interesting thing happened, the Finnish guy asked if he could have one potatoe – to which I had a reaction. Because the thoughts that came up were: ‘but I have only two potatoes left for myself’, and ‘how dare you’ and ‘It’s just enough for myself’ – but I simply held my plate in his direction and he took a small potatoe of my plate.

I wasn’t all clear on what this reaction signified, but I saw it would be really nonsensical and sabotage to refuse – lol, and there was probably some peer-pressure at play as well. Though because this reaction kept sitting in me and I started experiencing a slight resistance to sit with this person - I didn’t stay much longer after my plate was empty and I went back in the house.

Now this unfolding of action-reaction is quite easy to pinpoint afterwards – and a solution could have been to breathe and deliberately engage the person to move through the ‘resistance-energy’. But instead I accepted the reaction as ‘real’, even up to the belief where I afterwards stated in my back-chat: “see – this is what happens when you engage with these people – immediate consequence!”

When I shared this point with Manuela later the evening – and I shared the question that I had asked myself: “so what is there to be realized” within this, and I shared my backchat around it – that maybe I should have ‘stood up’ – Manuela made it very clear that the reaction was based in ego and indeed a form of sabotage.
So, it was cool to see how easily a mindfuck is created.

And the point where it starts is very simple: is ‘believing’ a thought, ‘believing the backchat’ – because self try to make sense out of a moment through the mind – using backchat – instead of breathing here and standing equal as the moment here. So, thinking or backchat is then simply a form of attempted control – because the realty of the moment is simply here to be seen, explored, participated in – yet as soon as you follow the white rabbit of thought you clearly end up in a delusional reality.

So, join us at Desteni – where we support ourselves and each other to stop our delusions and dysfunctional behavior and start participating with each other as equals here in the physical.

Gabriël Zamora Moreno