Sunday, June 22, 2008

Power

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf tod efine power a being able to tell another being that he/she is mistaken in some matter and that they should better consider MY viewpoint

I forgive msyelf that I have allwoed msyelf tod efine power as baing better at drawing than another being

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf tod efine power as having better drawingskills than another being

I forgive msyelf that I havea llwoed msyelf tod efine power as being able to teach someone somthing

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to define power as being right in a conversation

I forgive msyelf that i ahve allowed myself to define power as having more knowledge about a certain subject than someone else

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyel tod efine power as telling another he/she is wrong

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed myself to define power as telling anotyher being maybve consider this or maybe consider that, or check this or that

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf tod efine power in seperation of myself in needing someone seperate from me to compare myself to

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf tod efine power as being so good at something that now I can help another with this

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf tod efine power as being better than someone at something - and to define myself according to this "better than", within comparing myself to this being

I forgive myself that I have allowed msyelf to define power as ging acritical comment on someone their post

I frogive msyelf that I ahve allowed msyelf tod efine power as pointing ouit another his self-dishonesty

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf tod efine power as having the ability to see more clear than another into their own state of mind

I frogive msyelf that I ahve allowed msyelf to define power as being able to tell somebody what they are doing 'wrong', from the perspective of becomming more effective

I forgive msyelf that i ahve allowed msyelf to define power as winning atennis game

I forgive myself that i ahve allwoed msyelf tod efine power as winning a game with Chess against someone

I forgive msyelf that i ahvea llowe dmsyelf tod efine power as someone asking me for assistance

I frogive msyelf that i havea llowed msyelf tod efine power as a perception of myself of going faster in process than others

I frogive msyelf that i have allowed msyelf tod efine power as being 'such a good drawer' that no one can compete with me

I frogive msyelf that i have allowed msyelf tod efine power as learing maite how to read when she was 4-5 years old

I frogiev msyelf that i havea llowed msyelf tod efine power as playing the role of teacher when we would play "little school" at home with my sisters and I would "give them homework" and such and they would have to listen to what i say

I frogive msyelf that I havea llowed msyelf tod efine power as ciorrecting someone their "mistake"

I forgive msyelf that i havea llwoed msyelf to support the existnce of competition within me and within this world, because I defined power through and within competition

I forgive msyelf that i ahve allowed msyelf tod efine power as being "more advanced" in drawing than another so that they come ask me for advice on how t do something - how would I do this, etc

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to define power as being able to silence someone

I frogive msyelf that i have allwoed msyelf tod efien power as being able to make someone ashamed of themselves

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf tod efine power as pusching someone over and the person falling on the floor

I frogive msyelf that i havea llwoed msyelf tod efine power as kicking someone so hard they fall over and grow scared of me

i frogive msyelf that i have allowed msyelf to define power as frightening someone to death - for example by jumping unexpectedly in front of them and scream

I frogive msyelf that I have allwoed msyelf tod efine power as making animal noises in the dark while everyone was looking for me but i was hiding up in a tree

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to define power as telling someone they are stupid

I frogiev msyelf that i have allwoed msyelf tod efinepower as telling someone to shut up

I frogive msyelf that i have allwoed msyelf tod efine power as raising my voice against someone and seeing the other react in fear

I frogive msyelf that i have allwoed msyelf tod efien power as "being the one who knwos it all"

I frogiev msyelf that i have allowed msyelf tod efine power as being better at maths than another

I frogive msyelf that i have allowed msyelf tod efije power as having the best grades of my class

I forgive msyelf that Ihave allowed msyelf tod efine power as somebody being jalous of me

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf tod efine honour as somebody being jalous of me

I frogive myself that I have allowed msyelf to define power as imagining msyelf to beat up my father and even kill him

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf tod efine power as imaging msyelf to beat up someone till they are cripple

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to define power as imaging myself to give someone a karate kick in the eventuality they might bother me

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to define power as imaging myself to give someone a hit with my fist in their face

I forgive msyelf that i have allowed msyelf tod efien power as seeing the hero of the film kicking the asses of the bad guys

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to want to believe in good vs evil to justify my thirst for power - because offcourse I would be "good"

I frogive msyelf that I havea llowed msyelf tod efien power as making another feel inferior towards me, less than me

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to define power as seeing the good guy on his own kick the asses of several bad guys at the time

I frogive msyelf that i aheva llwoed msyelf tod efine power as imagining msyelf to have a gun in my ahnd and shoot the imaginary bad guys that I see

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf tod efine power as imagining msyelf to have a real gun

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf tod efien power as having the biggest knife of all the children of my age at boyscouts camp

I frogive msyelf that I havea llwoed msyelf to define power as seeing a movie where the army destroys the enemy with bombs and military aircraft

I frogive msyelf that i have allowed msyelf tod efien power as seeing Luke Skywalker fight with his lightsaber and using his Force

I frogive msyelf that i have allowed msyelf tod efien power as looking at Jan Solo shooting with his laser gun, shooting the abd guys

I frogiev msyelf that i have allowed msyelf tod efien power as seeing Clint eastwood shooting the bad cowboys with his gun on his own

I frogive msyelf that ihave allowed msyelf tod efien powe as being a member of the World elite

I frogiev msyelf that i have allowed msyelf tod efien power as being amember of the illuminati or another secret order

I frogive msyelf that I have allwoed msyelf to define power as having more money than my sisters

I frogive msyelf that I ahve alowed msyelf tod efien power as looking at Dragon ball Z where San Goku kills the enemy unexpectedly with a massive enrgy ball

I fogive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf tod efien power as imaging msyelf to have long knives comming out of my hand like wolverine from X men

I frogive msyelf that have allowed msyelf tod efien power as imagining myself to have a lightaber and fighting imaginary enemies

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf tod efine power as imagining msyelf to be a Sajjen like in Dragonball Z and being able to shoot yellow energy beams that do tremendous damage

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself te define power as in front of others winning an argument against someone

i forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as in the presence of others winning an argument against someone, so that those present may see this

i forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as pushing someone over in the presence of others, so that all may see what I am capable of

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as kicking someone in the presence of others so that averyone may see what I am capable of

I forgive myself that vI ahve allowed myself to define power as proving someone wrong in the presence of other people, so that I would feel boosted and validated

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as in front of a multitude of people demeaning someone

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as calling someone names in front of a multitude of people

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as calling someone a fokking imbecil in front of other people

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as calling someone stupid in front of many others

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as hitting someone in front of many people

I forgive myself that I have allowd myself to define power as spitting at someone in front of many people

i forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as many people agreeing with me when having an argument with someone, in the presence of others

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power according to anything of this world

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power according to how I can see myself through other peoples eyes

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as seeing myself as powerfull through other peoples eyes

I frogive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as seeing myself as powerfull through other peoples eyes, which is actually the eye of my own mind

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as wiining an argument against someone in the presence of other people so that I may imagine "how I must have looked"

I forgive myself that i have allowed myself to define power as a perception of myself

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as a self-perception

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as something I need my mind for to expereince

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as a thought

I forgive myself that i have allowed myself to define power through and according to my imagination of the mind

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as: in my mind seeing myself as an image, a picture of power

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power according to a relation with other people

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as making myself look more intelligent than another in front of other people, so that in my mind i may see myself as such, as a thought

I forgive myself that have allowed msyelf to define power as in my mind seeing myself as standing "above" another being

I forgive myself that I have allowed msyelf to define power as in my mind seeing myself standing above many other beings

I forgive myself that i have allowed myself to define power within and through comparison - where I will need an other being - 'real' or in my mind - to validate myself against

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as something I must accomplish or attain through proving myself to be more than other beings

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define power as in my mind seeing myself as more than other beings in my world

I forgive myself that i have allowed myself to define power through comparison in thinking and believeing I am actually more than another being

I forgive myslef that i have allowed myself to not have a clue what REAL power is

I forgive myself that i have allowed msyelf to not know that real power is

I forgive myself that i have allowed msyelf to judge power as being something bad

I forgive myself that i have allowed msyelf to fear power because I judged it as bad

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to live myself one and equall with and as power - the power that is me

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to want to understand power, because I feared living power one and equal as myself

I forgive myself that i have allowed msyelf to not realize that power is who I am - i am here

I forgive myself that I have not allowed msyelf to recognize power as myself

I forgive msyelf that i ahve allowed msyelf to not accept power as myself

I forgive msyelf that i have not allowed msyelf to realize that real power is HERE

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