Saturday, July 5, 2008

sf on disgust

last days much crap going on.

I forgive myself that I have allowed msyelf to want to whine

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed mseyfl to rathr whine within my mind than to stop

I forgive msyelf that I ahvbe allowed smeyfl to feel irritated at work

I forgive msuelf that i ahve allwoed smeyfl to be desperate at work

I forgiev msyelf that i ahve allwoed mseyfl to be impatient in my writing

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to want to be more patient instead of realizing patience is who i am

I frogiev msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to have much grief and supress it

I forgiev msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to think it is normal to have grief

I forgiev msyelf that I have allwoed msyelf to think that grief is a normal thing to have because for the last 8 years I have known nothing else and it has become who I am

I forgiev msyelf that I ahve allwoed msyelf to regret everything

I forgive msyelf that I ahve allowed msyelf to regret what i did

I forgive msyelf that I have allwoed msyelf to regret myself at work

I forgive msyelf that I have allwoed msyelf to live in guilt and regret

I forgive msyelf that I ahve allwoed msyeflt o live in guilt and regret because of all the times i didnt do anything

I forgive msyelf that I have allwoed msyelf to regret I abused - sort of - a girl, because she was drunk

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to be dead ashamed about myself fro writing this and rather erase everythng

I forgive msyelf that I have allwoed msyelf to rather keep everything to myself because I see myself as very wicked and disgusting

I forgiev msyelf that I have allwoed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting

I forgive msyelf that I have allwoed msyefl to be disgusted with myslef

I forgiev msyelf that I have allwoed msyelf to think I am disgusting

I forgive msyelf that I have allwoed msyeflt o think people are disgusting

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyefl to think my parents are disgusting

I forgive msyelf that i have allwoed msyeflt o think my parents are deeply disgusting beings

I forgive msyelf that I have allwoed msyefl to think maite is disgusting

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to think my body is disgusting

I forgiev msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to think and believe that who I am is disgusting

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to accept this judgement about myself being disgusting

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyuelf to see and judhge myself as being a disgusting person

I forgive msyelf that I ahve allowed msyelf to be disgusted wabout people their faces

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to be disgusted about old people

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to be disgusted about life

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to feel fed up with life and be disgusted with it

I forgive msyelf that i ahve allowed msyelf to think i am disgusting because my father thought so

I forgive msyelf that I have allwoed msyelf to think i am disgusting because I would msturbate in bed and my mother found out

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed mseyfl to judge msyelf as being disgusting when my fatehr asked me to use handkerchiefs istead of the tissue of the bed when I masturbated

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting when I eat

I forgive msyelf that I have allwoed msyefl to judge msyelf as being disgusting because someone asked me to eat with my mouth shut

I forgiev msyelf that I ahve allowed mseyflt o blame my parents for this because they too would eat with their mouths open and now "i made a fool of msyelf"

I forgive msyefl that I have allowed msyelf to fear someone entering the bathroom when i take a shit because I have judged this as disgusting

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge my penis as disgusting

I frogiev msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge the hair on my body and around my penis as being disgusting and so judgim myself as being disgusting

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge my sweat as being disgusting, because my mother made a remark about it

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge the snot in my nose as being disgusting because someone saw me poke in my nose and laughed with me when i rolled my snot into a little ball

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting because of someone saying my fart smells disgustingµ

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting, because of the smell, and so judge msyelf as being disgusting, because the poo comes out of me, out of my body

I forgive myself that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting, because i masturbate

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyefl to judge the act of masturbating as being disgusting

I forgiev msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting when I would watch porn of anal sex on my computer

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting because of the acne I have on my body and on my face

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting because of all the little peels in my hair and stuff

I forgiev msyelf taht I ahve allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting because of the form and texture of my skin when i look close in the mirror to my face

I forgive msyelf that I have allwoed mseyfl to judge msyelf as being disgusting because i ate an icecream and my collegause thought i picked it up from the floor and therefore it was "dirty"

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyefl to judge msyelf as being disgusting when I ahd orgasm and sperm would come out

i forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge the word "ejaculating" as utterly disgusting because I judged msyelf

I frogiev msyefl that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting when I ejaculate

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting when I ejaculate and I have to clean it off

I forgive msyefl that I have allowed msyelf to judge masturbation for a boy as being disgusting while for a girl this is acceptable

I forgive msyefl that I have allowed msyelf to judge my penis when it stand eract as being disgusting and ugly

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting when i walk around and suddenly I have an erection in my pants

I forgiev msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting when having a boner

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as disgusting because i ate something that fell on the floor and i picked it up

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as disgusting becuse my father asked me to wash my hands after I went to the toilet becuz we were going to eat

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyefl to judge msyelf s being disgusting because soemone told me to wash my hands after peeing and holding my weener

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to think sex is disgusting and not wnt to have it please

I forgive msyelf that I ahve allowed msyelf to be disgusted with the smell of my body

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to be disgusted with the smell of other people their bodies

I forgive msyelf that I have allwoed msyefl to judge msyelf as being disgusting becvause I didnt brush my teeth for a couple of days

I frogive msyelf that I ahvea llowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting because W. pushed me when i was taking a shit and people could see me wiuth my pants on my ankles

I forgivr mdyrelf that I ahve allowed mseyflt o judge msyelf as being disgusting when i wake up and see there is sperm in my underwear because I had a wet dream and I even still have a boner

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting because I ejaclated in my underwear

I forgiev msyelf that I have allwoed msyelf to think this is utterly disgusting

I forgive msyelf that I ahve allowed msyeflt o be disguste with the sight of a naked vagina from up close

I frogiev msyelf taht I have allwoed msyefl to feel disgusting and therefore wear deodorant

I forgive msyelf that I ahve allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting because someone commented about the smell of my breath

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to be disgusted with my body and rather be 'clean' and pure

I frogiev msyelf that I ahve allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being very disgusting because someone told me I smell bad

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelft o judge msyelf as being disgusting because someone told me I should perhaps wash myself

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed mseyflt o judge msyuelf as being disgusting because my mother said it was time to wash myself and i didnt want to

I frogive msyelf that I ahve allowed msyefl to think I am disgusting becauise someone said i stink

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting because I offered H. to use my toothbrush but she rather didnt

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting because I allways drink from the bottle and allmost never take a glass

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting because my father thought so when I was drinking from the bottle again

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed msyeflt o judge my father his pee and the noise it makes as it hits the water surface of the toilet - as being utterly disgusting

I forgive msyelf that I have allowed msyefl to judge msyelf as being disgusting because I peed on my thumb to disinfect a cut wound

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to judge msyefl as being disgusting because I spit on the floor in the hall in our house

I frogive msyelf taht I ahve allowed msyelf to judge msyelf as being disgusting because i grabbed the breasts of a girl without even bothering if she was ok with this

I frogive msyelf that I have allowed msyelf to think I must drink alcohol to let this all come out and behave without judge ment - but afterwards i would judge msyelf even harder

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