maite and leila leaving for two months,- me having a week off next week - alone to face myself
when work was done yesterday i felt uncomfortable about the vacation week - too much time with msyelf, nowhere to hide
i worked some on tesis, translating stuff, but this was obviously supression too - having something "to do" and when it was done i was uncomfortable again
i want smoke, but i sense supression is looming
whats the deal with me?