Monday, October 6, 2008

SELF Forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have allowed myself to define ‘self’ as the individual self

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define this world as separate from me

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define this reality as separate from me

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define this entire physically manifested earth as separate from me

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define this entire consciousness existence as separate from me

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define humanity as separate from me

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to not see that self is ALL as ONE as EQUALL as what is and exist HERE

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see and understand that HERE is Self as ALL as EQUALL as ONE

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think this world is greater than me

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define the world as separate from me and see it as greater than me

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define the universe as separate from me and see it as greater than me

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to see myself as separate and powerless and lost as ‘ a part of existance’

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize there ARE NO PARTS OF EXISTANCE and ALL IS EQUALL AS ONE HERE

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think and believe separation is REAL

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to want to remain separate but thjis is impossible and purte denial as I am ALREADY HERE as all as equall as ONE

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize separation does not exist

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize individuals don’t exist

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to LIVE myself as my own principle as LIFE as who I am as ALL as EQUALL as one as who I really am

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think and believe I can stop existing

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to never realize I who I am can NEVER stop existing

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize and see that all is ME

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to stand up as all as equall as one

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to see standing up as me – as the separate individual standing up within the multidude of existence

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe differences exist

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think appearances exist

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think the mind exist

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think multitude exist

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think diversity exists

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself §to believe competition exists

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that power exist as a fragment of this reality

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think different realities exist

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think and believe that fragmentation exist

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think and believe that parts exist

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think and believe power can be experienced within this reality

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that power is when ALL is LIVED as ONE and EQUALL as ONE – as ONE

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see that power is when ALL stand and LIVE as ALL as EQUALL as ONE

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize and see the mind is absurd

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize the unified field is absurd

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize separation is absurd

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize and see that perceptions are totally absurd

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize and see that personality is totally absurd

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see that thoughts are totally asurd

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that ‘living your own life as an individual’ is a lie and totally absurd

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to bullshit myself and to actually buy into the illusions of the mind that only knows of fear and fear and fear and self preservation

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize and see the ESSENCE is ALL as EQUALL as ONE as LIVED as ONE as all as EQUALL HERE

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that mysery is absurd

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see that if all IS one as equall than hiding is absurd – because who am I even hiding from ?

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to make a picture in my mind of oneness and equality – not realizing that ALL is HERE as ALL as EQUALL as HERE as everything that IS

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that ONLY all as equall as ONE is REAL

I forgive myself that I have never allowed myself to realize that fear is totally absurd

I forgive myself that I have never allowed myself to realize that anxiety isd totally absurd

I forgive myself that I have never allowed msyelmf to realize that desires are totally absurd

I forgive myself that I have never allowed myself to realize that memories are totally absurd

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that SURVIVING is TOTALLY ABSURD

I forgive myself that I have never allowed myself to realize that definitions are fokking absurd

I forgive myself that I have never allowed myself to realize that believing in god is beyond fokking absurd

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that HOPING is beyond fokking absurd

I forgive myself that I have never allowed myself to realize and see that identities are totally absurd

I forgive myself that I have never allowed myself to realize that who I have perceived myself to be as ‘apart and an element of this world is beyond fokking absurd

I forgive myself that I have never allowed myself to realize and see that what I thought myself to be is as absurd as absurd can be

I forgive myself that I have never – ever allowed myself to for a moment even see that anger is – wow – totally absurd

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to not realize that relationships are totally absurd and a totall fuck up

I forgive myself that I have never allowed myself to realize and see that ‘being lost’ is totally absurd and cannot possibly be real

2 comments:

goran said...

Thanx for sharing, i enjoyed in reading your blog page.

marlenlife said...

lol this self forgiveness

is showing you actually had quite a shift of perception, cool. let's keep embracing...

indeed Fucking absurd! lolol