Back in 2007 when I was following the love and light path, I got curious about orgone energy and the orgone devices that people were creating around the world.
Leila found a video online about how to make it and I decided I would collect the materials and start making orgone devices. I believed this would assist me greatly in ‘heightening my vibration’ to a more ‘positive frequency’.
Hence I went out of my way to research where I could find the different materials (Quartz Kristals, large amounts of tiny Metal scrap parts, and resin). I was very much satisfied when after some time finally having collected all my ingredients.
I took a lot of pleasure in building the orgone ‘pyramids’ as such, because I enjoyed the physical process of placing the Kristals specific inside the resin filled with metal scraps – to then let the whole harden over time. I would then take the hardened resin shape out of it’s form and there I would have my orgone device…
So, from that perspective it was simply an opportunity to have some fun and play around with materials.
However, at that time I perceived this would help in bring about a great change within myself and my environment. The principle of the orgone device was that it would absorb all the ‘negative energy’ in its environment and transform this into ‘positive energy’.
What I currently understand, since I’ve walked the process of applying self-forgiveness for some years now and within that I have been taking responsibility for myself and my world – is that it is not possible to change myself or my world by using orgone devices. In a way the belief-system around these devices, is not different than the solution given by Christianity, namely that “Jesus died for all my sins and therefore I can abuse all I want because I am eternally cleansed and also I don’t need to take any self-responsibility for anything I’ve done and I’m simply eternally absolved…” as with the orgone device, it will simply take out all the ‘bad’ and magically replace it with ‘good’, without you having to put in any work into it or without you being in any way accountable. This also shows how spirituality is merely presenting the same formulas that were already presented by Christianity – it’s the same deception.
How is it deception?
Because in Christianity just as with the orgone devices, self-responsibility is ignored – as something/someone outside of you is magically going to absolve and cleanse you.
These methods have proven throughout history to be worthless because they have not resulted in any human being being able to change himself as they don’t provide any tools that assist with self-understanding and self-honesty. If you don’t understand how you have created the mess that you are currently experiencing, then how will you not end up creating the same shit again? It is obvious when looking at history that human beings have made no progress in terms of self-honesty and self-understanding, in any way whatsoever, as can be seen by the violence and bloodshed that is still dominant in today’s world.
Therefore the only way to stop this is by actually taking self-responsibility, through written out and loud-spoken self-forgiveness through which you get to understand what it is you are doing and how you are doing it – so that you can then STOP your patterns of abuse, because you have now seen how it works, and you can make a decision about what you will no longer accept and allow.
To then create a CHANGE in this world that is permanent, you need to educate those around you as to what is self-honesty, and how one can take self-responsibility through self-forgiveness.
Christianity and all its spiritualist offshoots are actually promoting IRRESPONSIBILITY, as they simply refuse to acknowledge the point that self is always responsible – insisting that outside forces are your ‘saving grace’.
With Self-forgiveness you have to become your own ‘saving grace’- because through self-forgiveness you start to look at all the aspects of yourself that are not in alignment with what is best for all life – and you start a process of re-scripting yourself into a being that is trustworthy and that stands for what is best for all – thus becoming your own creator. The message of Jesus ‘Do unto your neighbor as you would like them unto you’ lived practically.
See the Destonian vlogs and read our Blogs to see how we change ourselves for real – we are proof that ‘Human Nature’ is just an excuse and that every single person is able to do this.
This is not a matter of skill, but a matter of Will.
Do you have the Will?
Gabriel Zamora Moreno